on replay..

tell me why...

the best pieces of advice i get are from a complete strangers?

provacperog2 says, "honestly, all that you can do is give her what she wants, move on, open your heart again and live your life because everyone deserves to be loved and respected."
clamshore64 says, "you got to move on even though it hurts."
they both tell me, "you need to do it for yourself."

that made my week. thank you.

I just feel like...

SLAPPING HER OVER THE HEAD WITH A 2X4 AND ASKING "DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR FUCKING UP?" AND "DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE LOSING?"

ITS ME YOU FUCKTARD, BITCH ASS CUNT! HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID.

YEAH GO AHEAD AND HAVE YOUR FUN. GO AHEAD AND FUCK AROUND I HOPE YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE.

FUCK YOU BITCH I WILL BE DONE WITH YOU.

(sigh)

WHAAAAAT THE FUCCCK IS HAPPENING?!!!!!!!?!!?!!!!!!!!

Fuck you fuck fyouck fuck you fuck you fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckyouyouyouyouyoufuckyoufuckyou!!!!!!!!!!!

i never thought

i would be on this side of the coin...

ive never felt this much emotion before and it makes me never want to be in another relationship again.

i'm hurt.

Handle my heart carefully.

Rainbows, I can't find them
past the raindrops where the light bends
where the stories tell of people finding beauty
where the dark's hold lets go

If you want to smile with me,
Hold me close and lie with me
If you want to die with me
Handle my heart carefully
Make me believe you.

I've been searching dreary weather
for a cloud that's line in silver
but the rain keeps on falling
and my love, i am calling for you

If you want to smile with me,
Hold me close and lie with me
If you want to die with me
Handle my heart carefully
Make me believe you.

You can't change the hurt you've done
Please don't let us come undone
Make me forget
Make me forgive
Make me believe you.

If you want to smile with me,
Hold me close and lie with me
If you want to die with me
Handle my heart carefully
Make me believe you.
Make me believe.

"Make Me"- Kina Grannis