you can't do anything but laugh!

so, last night kelly, nicole and i watched the eye (the one with jessica alba). it was pretty good! the japanese version was still scary as fuck. i mean i couldn't even finish that one. jessica alba was did pretty well...it was the first movie where she looked "tore-up" the whole way thru! anyways, go see it.

on to other things...there are some funny ass videos on you-tube! i just have to post these...they crack my shit up!!











HAHAHA! its worth the laugh!

Patience is key.

WOW..is a word that explains alot of the things that came along my way in the last 12 hours.

first of all, im excited to say that i'm going to be making ice-cream for cheney delights, the owners are trusting me to make some delicious concoctions! i'll be getting paid there just minimum wage but, they said that they'll give me about 10-15 hours a week so we'll find out when i go in tomorrow, exactly what my hours are going to be like. second, i'm also actually going to be paid to work in my research lab!!!! that made me day....or summer! its 9.77/hr for 11weeks 25/hr/week..i'm stoked that i'll be getting paid for what i've been doing the whole year. it doesn't even feel like a job! so yes, i will be working 2 jobs this summer..hopefully i could rake in some serious cash for things i need to be in the future...especially after graduation :)

YAY! oh i am definitely happy..alot of weight was lifted off of my shoulders today and i am thankful. a little patience goes a long way.

since its been a while, i guess i'll take a recap over the last week. last weekend my parents came, and it was really fun. they didn't have much to move, so i felt pretty good that they had alot of time to relax with me. we went out to eat and watched kung-fu panda! that movie was so funny!! they left sunday afternoon after brunch..it went by pretty fast but i needed to see them. they really picked up my spirits, i love my family so much.

this weekend, is hoopfest. i hope i can go and hangout...hopefully i wont have to work!! haha, but it should be really fun :) also i get to move into our new apartment next week, maybe even this weekend. jaymie and nicole just need to sign the lease and we all have to put down first month's rent. i have many things lined up for this weekend and next week, so we'll see how this goes.

seafood galore!

yesterday jaymie and i went on a trip to spokizzle. we went to raw and had the best sushi! i pretty much found my favorite...its called the firecracker..its got some salmon, tuna, fried tempura on the outside with some ponzu sauce...MmMmm. soo good. we also had some miso soup and the seafood steamer pot...ho daaamn, only 9.95, for a buttload o' mussels and clams..they were stingy on the shrimp but other than that, the meal did my tummy well :) after that we walked around the city..riverfront park is so pretty!! we walked accross one of the bridges, and were sprayed by the river lol. that thing is so high right now, i felt a little queezy walking over it.

ive been moving more things out of the bachelorette pad, and today will probably be the last of it until my parents come. okay so about my surroundings..i'm in the PUB right now, and there are some fuckers abusing the piano..annoying as hell..they can play but the people around him are fucking pricks..probably from one of the highschool camps. there is an old lady who just farted right above me and i guess she thinks that i can't hear her because i have headphones on..but i can definitely smell that shit!! BLEH. last but not least there is a dude right in front of my who keeps staring...i bet he's wondering if i'm typing about him...well, he's right! fucking creeps.

anywho...i checked my grades an hour ago and once again i'm on the deans list. i mean, i worked my ass off!! i deserve to be on that list..and thank goodness i did better in all of my classes than i had expected, especially physics and o-chem. thank ALLAH! wow. i made my day. i love myself sometimes! and its okay! so now, i'm going to go to the science building to see if research lab is open so i can continue what i hope to be the next big antibiotic for all those infected vaginas out there! you all will love me soon! mwahaha. oh geez. im too ahead of myself :) i fucking love it!

my hormones are raging.

this is my 2nd time writing this blog because i accidentally pressed something that deleted everything! UGH!

so i'm moving out once again..i started packing last night and started to move things into the storage unit today. later on tonight i'm going to move my plastic drawers and my table chairs. i want to get as much as possible done before my parents come, so that when they help me out, they only have to help me move my desk, my dresser and my table.

this job thing is frustrating me. at this point i'm desparate..i'm going to call about my online apps, then apply to more places tomorrow.. i'm definitely going to try to take up elmera's offer about the hospital. my interview thursday sucked elephant balls. i felt like i was taking another final.. but oh well that old fart can go fuck himself.

i attended nicole's graduation yesterday morning and it was incredible. she looked amazing...WOW. she's mine and she loves me :) she was just beautiful, as always but yesterday it was like WOOOOOW. damn she looked FINE! haha but i'm extremely proud of her.. and hope she does great things with her degree. i'm glad she chose me. i really do see a future for us. my baby..EWU alumni bachelor of science in exercise science!! i can't wait to pick her up saturday morning!!

about the hormones..i've been watching re-runs of the L word recently and was reminded of how HOT carmen was. she is definitely my favorite character aside from morena. i really have to give credit to that show. they open up a lot of topics sensitive to the GLBT community, and in the right ways. the actors and actresses are all pretty damn good. there are so many cameos on that show too!! i think more people should watch it...gay or straight..its not all about lesbian drama.

alas, one of my favorite scenes...

Relief.

I am officially done with my junior year of college!

-i feel like annika sorenstam in this picture!

My finals went alright, micro was easy since there was a test bank. ochem was a bitch...i hated that we had to take the official ACS exam, that was rediculous!! (*&^(@$(*^!! Physics went fine... BUT what am i to do now? i have an interview tomorrow morning with infinetix, hopefully i can get the job. I don't know if its just me but everytime it comes down to being hired, i always get the feeling like i don't want it anymore! its weird. i think its because i'm a little scared of the unknown. that happened with my TA job, but i got over it and turned out to be fit for it.. so hopefully this next oppertunity will be something i won't shy away from. i haven't even heard back from gail yet.. she's supposed to let me know if she wants me to tutor this summer..i figured i'd get something for sure before i end up without a job.

hmm...i should go home and clean, but i honestly don't want to. OH! so yesterday, when i took penny out for a walk, we went around to the mailbox. on the way there i totally heard my neighbor having sex. it was DISGUSTING!! i mean the girl was fucking loud!! (no pun intended lol) i feel like i'm scarred for life! SIIIIIIIIICK! anyways, bleh, yeah i'm hungry and i guess i'll hike back home..

the tables are turning..slowly.

so far today has been better then yesterday. which is good. i never want to relieve that..ever..again.

i have a year-long comprehensive organic chem final tomorrow, its the official ACS test..i'm not too worried about it. probably because my brain is frying itself and i'm starting not to care. ugh, naturally this always happends but somehow i need to pull some motivation out of my ass. i took my micro final today and it went very well...80 questions completed in 10minutes..thats an average of 8seconds/question. yeah, i was prepared..thank buddah for that test bank haha.

after that i went home and took a 2hour nap then went to safeway to buy penny some adult cat food! it was exciting for me as she is turning 1 on june 28th. i'm being a very cautious pet owner..easing her into a different type of food :) i love that cat. apart from the energy spurts and excessive demands for attention, she is my little world..just want to protect her so she can be with me for as long as time will let her be. yes...i am that cat lady. haha.

i also got the news that we'll be able to get an apartment at barrington..its a for sure deal now. yay! that was another thing that was stressing me out.. all we have to do is pay the deposit and i need to pay for a storage unit for the meantime. among other things, i applied for a chemistry internship/part time position at infinetix and the guy called me just a while ago and wants to set up a time to interview me i guess!! sweeeet! i really need the job for the money and not to mention the experience..30 hours a week at 10-12 bucks/hour should help me out alot. i really hope i land it. well... back to studying..

Edit:

okay so i was on the phone with nicole just a minute ago and some FUCKER told was like, "uhm, can you move?! or can you go outside?!" of course i had the courtesy to say, "oh sure, i'm sorry..im about to get off." but wow, i'm just to proud haha. FUCK YOU white man.

FUCK THE WORLD.

okay. FUCK.

today is not going well. first of all, i have a final tomorrow and essentially need to print out a few things to help me prepare. little to my knowledge was that my printing account is again depleted because of my girlfriend!! FUCCK. okay so yea. i do regret giving her my card to print shit out because she used like 85% of the money on it. now i need my money back to get my shit together. after i found that out i got pissed off.. i tried hard not to say anything to her but alas it came out. then i tried to shrink the font of the material i needed so as to make use of the last 24 cents but no matter how hard i tried, the amount always came out to more than what i had left! then finally when i succesfully came up with a plan, i pressed print and put my card into the machine...BUT the goddamn papers came out blank. so there i was left with only 10cents on my card!!

then i went to the circulation desk to explain what had happened but no one believed me...the bitches thought i was trying to siphon money off of them.. FUCK YOU! i was almost in tears because i was stressed but whatever...mind you this went on for like an HOUR. my test is tomorrow and i need to print shit out in order to study! that is the way i learn..i fill shit in repetitively. and i do well with it, so now im freaking out because i don't want to change my study habit.

i went home popped a vicodin ate a cup of noodles and am back here in this fuckhole again. i hate the library. im still pissed. FUCK THIS SHIT.

My hasty mind

how about I not talk about science...

okay, well i'm quite dissapointed that Clinton is conceeding from the race as i was hoping that she was going to be the next President. But, Obama and Clinton were pretty similar anyways as far as their policies went so yes, i will support Obama and stay loyal to my party. I'm excited to vote this year as it will be my first time ever. its amazing to think that the first time i'll ever vote will be for the most historical race our country has yet to see. but nontheless, i'm ecstatic.

i made it to my scary feminist meeting this week...which was definitely a breather from everything else. i love those women! its so liberating to speak vagina every now and then, most people wouldnt understand. but we had an awesome meeting filled with champagne and sweets and we also talked about events to put on campus next year. i really want to have a women's rights rally consisting of pro-choice topics, violence and politics so we'll see what happends. oh and we brought up the idea of making t-shirts! something i think would be awesome!

hmm.i'm once again on the job hunt..this time i'm extremely motivated. when i don't have any money, i push myself to get out there and actively look which isn't so bad. most companies do everything online so it saves a trip and some effort. i am looking for a lab aide job at a biotech company around here, and my chances are pretty good because i have alot of experience so far..but once again, we'll see.. hopefully i can land one..for the summer, so i'll have something else to do besides tutor.

a few other things on my mind:

-focused on making sure i can get a job after i graduate

-getting a summer job

-talk to nicole and jaymie about our apartment situation

-study for my o-chem test

-research lab

-chocolate cake.